late again this morning because it took me so long to finish up my internship time log and reflection. no shower time, even. so then, walking to the bus, all of a sudden i realized i was going to throw up. i ran over to some landscaping and started retching into it, right across the street from a father and his three-year-old. they said nothing.

but because i ain't no quitter, i took the 1 over to where i catch the 51. when i found myself again retching into landscaping (and crying, because i cry when i throw up, for some reason), i decided that going to work would not be a great idea. i called roxy and told her i was staying home. she was nice, especially when i started crying like a moron.

i guess i am just stressed out and tired. there has been a lot to do lately.

i have next thursday and friday off because joe is going to be here (OMG!), so i feel bad missing today -- not as bad as i would have two weeks ago, since adam the new assistant editor is on the job and doing his thang. but still kind of bad. i might be taking this internship too seriously. it's hard to know.